Scott McCall (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
semifreakingnormal) wrote2014-03-01 07:03 pm
semifreakingnormal) wrote2014-03-01 07:03 pm
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[Once he gets past the urge to just spew apologies, once he feels a little less like tearing his hair out, he gets on the network.]
You know, I don't remember if I ever said anything about it. But there's an animal clinic on board. [He holds up a set of keys, jingles them.] That's what those keys were, a while ago. I've got some experience working in one so, um. If anything happens, I've got stuff for splints and vaccines and worms and stuff. Since it'd be really easy for one to infect a whole bunch, you know?
[He pauses, because he remembers how people said apologies were unnecessary, that flood-selves weren't real, but like before, it just feels necessary, just to get it off his chest.]
And I'm sorry I was so...I'm just sorry.
[Private to Daneca]
You especially.
[Private to Jack]
So that's got to be, like, the worst thing to get paired off of, right? [WORST BEHIND THEM THOUGH right? right?]
[Private to Iris and Bruce, separately]
And thanks. For not letting me do something...really bad.
[Spam for Alana]
[He thinks Alana probably needs more than a straightforward apology, though he's not sure why. Something tells him she doesn't really have friends here, and while it's kind of weird trying to be a friend to someone who could be, like, a school therapist or counselor or something, he also thinks it'd be nice to know that someone's thinking of you.
Or something. He's seriously not over thinking it.
So eventually, Scott makes his way to her door, knocking. He knows there's a dog in there.]
You know, I don't remember if I ever said anything about it. But there's an animal clinic on board. [He holds up a set of keys, jingles them.] That's what those keys were, a while ago. I've got some experience working in one so, um. If anything happens, I've got stuff for splints and vaccines and worms and stuff. Since it'd be really easy for one to infect a whole bunch, you know?
[He pauses, because he remembers how people said apologies were unnecessary, that flood-selves weren't real, but like before, it just feels necessary, just to get it off his chest.]
And I'm sorry I was so...I'm just sorry.
[Private to Daneca]
You especially.
[Private to Jack]
So that's got to be, like, the worst thing to get paired off of, right? [WORST BEHIND THEM THOUGH right? right?]
[Private to Iris and Bruce, separately]
And thanks. For not letting me do something...really bad.
[Spam for Alana]
[He thinks Alana probably needs more than a straightforward apology, though he's not sure why. Something tells him she doesn't really have friends here, and while it's kind of weird trying to be a friend to someone who could be, like, a school therapist or counselor or something, he also thinks it'd be nice to know that someone's thinking of you.
Or something. He's seriously not over thinking it.
So eventually, Scott makes his way to her door, knocking. He knows there's a dog in there.]
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That really sucks. I didn't know it was that hard to like. Get help, if you needed it.
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It has to be difficult on your parents, too.
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[And he'd been determined to pay for his own inhalers, once Deaton hired him. He shrugs.] At least I don't need them now.
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She's probably relieved about that. One less thing to worry about.
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No. No, but I've known plenty enough to know they usually know more about what's going on with their kids than their kids necessarily realize.
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[He shrugs, thinking that will hide the fact that he knows exactly why. He's scared she'll freak out and hate him. He doesn't want that.]
I don't want her to get hurt, I guess. [Which is also true.]
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My honest opinion? I think that your mom loves you. And she's probably worried about you because she most likely knows something is up even if she doesn't know what exactly.
I don't think you have anything to worry about in telling her, Scott.
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[Who said that? Not him. That totally did not come from his mouth, right?
Damnit Alana stop therapizing so well. :c]
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What about you has changed since you became a werewolf?
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I think you really only need to start to panic when you do things like that and aren't worried about it.
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