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[Once he gets past the urge to just spew apologies, once he feels a little less like tearing his hair out, he gets on the network.]

You know, I don't remember if I ever said anything about it. But there's an animal clinic on board. [He holds up a set of keys, jingles them.] That's what those keys were, a while ago. I've got some experience working in one so, um. If anything happens, I've got stuff for splints and vaccines and worms and stuff. Since it'd be really easy for one to infect a whole bunch, you know?

[He pauses, because he remembers how people said apologies were unnecessary, that flood-selves weren't real, but like before, it just feels necessary, just to get it off his chest.]

And I'm sorry I was so...I'm just sorry.

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You especially.

[Private to Jack]

So that's got to be, like, the worst thing to get paired off of, right? [WORST BEHIND THEM THOUGH right? right?]

[Private to Iris and Bruce, separately]

And thanks. For not letting me do something...really bad.

[Spam for Alana]

[He thinks Alana probably needs more than a straightforward apology, though he's not sure why. Something tells him she doesn't really have friends here, and while it's kind of weird trying to be a friend to someone who could be, like, a school therapist or counselor or something, he also thinks it'd be nice to know that someone's thinking of you.

Or something. He's seriously not over thinking it.

So eventually, Scott makes his way to her door, knocking. He knows there's a dog in there.]

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But would she have gone on the date in the first place if she has known what happened?

...Probably not. [Now he feels. kind of dumb. why didn't he think of that. :c]

[Alana smiles a little. She doesn't think he's dumb for not thinking of that. He's just doing the best he can with what he's got to work with. And, in the end, that matters more.]

My honest opinion? I think that your mom loves you. And she's probably worried about you because she most likely knows something is up even if she doesn't know what exactly.

I don't think you have anything to worry about in telling her, Scott.

What if she doesn't love what I am now?

[Who said that? Not him. That totally did not come from his mouth, right?

Damnit Alana stop therapizing so well. :c]

[sry bro, it's just how the Alana Bloom do.]

What about you has changed since you became a werewolf?

I tried to kill my best friend. And I made out with the girl he's been in love with since we were like, six. I'm not myself around the full moon. I don't want to hurt anyone.

You know what that sounds like to me?

What? [He is not sure he wants to know, is it a bad thing, tell him it's not a bad thing. :c]

I think you're growing up. And you're making mistakes along the way. Which despite the fact my teenage years were quite a while ago now, I'm pretty sure is normal.

I think you really only need to start to panic when you do things like that and aren't worried about it.

I probably wouldn't want to panic, if that was the case.

[He doesn't ask are you sure, because that's just dumb, but he does smile a little crookedly and nod.]

But thanks.

[He's a good kid, Alana thinks. He's going to go far.]

Just try to keep your nose clean here and I'm sure you'll be fine.

[He nods again, then laughs.]

You know, I totally came over here to see if you were okay. [This is terribly ironic to him now.]

[Alana laughs a little.]

Well, I just thought I should return the favor since you took the time to visit.

Yeah, well. Thanks. Again. [He shakes his head at himself, pushes off of the counter.]

Thanks for the soda. Let me know if you run out of the treats, I've got more in the clinic.

[Alana shakes her head at his thanks.]

Sure thing. I'm sure Winston wouldn't mind.

Winston's going to get crazy spoiled if he doesn't look out.

[The dog in question is now trotting over because he's heard his name twice. Hello.]

You say that like he isn't already.

[Scott crouches to rub Winston's ears, grinning at him.] That's okay. Spoiled dogs are still fun.

[Winston would fist-pump if he could make a fist and do this thing, but as it is, he'll just wag his tail enthusiastically.]

You won't hear any arguments here.

[omg fist pumping winston, this image is not a problem. Scott makes all the appropriate dog loving sounds.] He's a good dog. You trained him really well.

[Eventually, good things must end, and he rises to smile over at Alana.]

See you around?

[She didn't train Winston. Will did. Or maybe his previous owners. But most likely Will. Alana doesn't bother to correct him though and keeps her smile in perfect place.]

Absolutely. [She leads him over to the door, opening it for him.] Take care of yourself.

Cool. [He smiles, steps out and waves to Winston, then her.] You too. Later.

[And he heads off down the hall, with some of the weight taken off his shoulders. It's a great feeling.]

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