[He's been through this, he's been afraid, he's lost control. And he's found it again, he's learned, he's struggled. He keeps trying. He's so afraid of hurting someone, and he can't accept that the only way to avoid that is to die. To ask someone else to kill him.
Dying doesn't just take something from him. It takes something from someone else, too.]
I'm not a killer. I'm not.
[He grabs the communicator again, stares down at the screen.] And I'm still a person.
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[He's been through this, he's been afraid, he's lost control. And he's found it again, he's learned, he's struggled. He keeps trying. He's so afraid of hurting someone, and he can't accept that the only way to avoid that is to die. To ask someone else to kill him.
Dying doesn't just take something from him. It takes something from someone else, too.]
I'm not a killer. I'm not.
[He grabs the communicator again, stares down at the screen.] And I'm still a person.